BEHIND THE SUNSET

nostalgia

2010-04-04T00:37:00.000-07:00

nostalgia?? this word just came into my mind out of nowhere well, maybe thats because last night i went to kota tua with ray. kota tua was the first place we go on date that was like hmm 2years ago 2008 november to be exact. time go round and round really fast and faster that i think it would be.

nothings changed. neither me or him. maybe just our appearance that makes us look different. he still the same guy i know as i said, humble and earthy yea, never seen anyone could be that simple but special for me though..

he's going to be graduated from school in 1month, sure i will miss thursday the only day i absolutely meet him in school :p because we have sport class together. thats just it haha.

i wish he will definitely go in universitas indonesia, i really like when he talks about his future he seems so optimistic :)

enough talking about him because if i continue maybe 3pages wont be enough loll

as time goes faster i just realized that i would be having my AS lvl exam in 1month! i took pure math, statistic and physic..PHYSIC........ im not really sure about this one. my ability to understand it has been decreasing recently i dk why but its more complicated and really confusing nowadays, you know, i used to love physic! no kidding, it was really fun but things have changed i dont wanna blame anyone but..................... ok stop. so we've been starting to have tutor again and stuff. i'd say i really optimistic at maths. i love it, its really challenging and fun :)

in class, no one really pays attention about it to be honest. they seems to be more focus at picking which place should be on our holiday. eveybody wants to go to bali or other beaches while i dont wanna go to beaches, no more. its enough already we always go to beach on our holiday. i wanna try something different like mountain for example, or.. anywhere. but different. i reckon it will be so much fun too.

2010-04-01T18:54:00.000-07:00

heyhooo IM BACKKKKK

its been a loooooooong time since my last post. well i kinda miss blogging stuff so now im making a new post which is hmm.. doesnt have any title at all because i dont know where should i begin my story? i have lotsss of em x)
so now maybe im going to tell you what is on my mind,

nowadays, i got angry easily i cant tell you why maybe awful school stuff does affect my emotion a lil bit. so, yesterday i went to dufan with my girlfriends and we had so much fun!! we rode tornado 7x (which was very addictive x) ) kora-kora 3x arung jeram 3x kicir-kicir 1x and halilintar (im gonna put our photoshoot at tornado later after i scanned it first).

okay, now school stories turn. hmm, as i was saying its awful.. no not classes, there's one thing that i've been grappling for the last 2months and still haven't got it yet. and honestly, im nausea enough!

i guess i should be going now, i haven't have a bath yet.. im gonna tell you the rest later.

au revoir!

<3

2009-09-16T02:53:00.000-07:00

Doesn't really matter what the eyes is seeing,
Cause im in love with the Inner being.

its hard to tell when you love somebody so as to not sound like 'dangdut' or cheesy or mellowish or even spoil i feel like i want to write everything about him about my long-term paroxysmal crush that officially become mine recently. humble and earthy describes him overall and thats what makes him special (come on im trying to not sound cheesy) cause, ya know guys are so random most of em are trying to get well-known and up to date and sometimes being somebody fake. get what i mean?

he changed me.

indirectly makes me know how to love someone without any sweet words and promises (shit yea, promises sucks) other than that he gives me truth. he simplistically fair makes me wonder, he's just one of a kind. please let him be my last. i cant think of someone better

just telling

2009-08-03T06:22:00.000-07:00

i just arrived from saman practice at school and now is 8 PM, not really tired tough yes I am but im starting kinda get use of it so yeaa thats not gonna be problem.

Im thinking about should i assign to become OSIS or not? pretty interesting but wondering do I still have a time for that, cause no offense i have saman, courses and everything I reckon its gonna be bloody tired to have all of those plus if i assigned in OSIS..

but, i really want to! seriously, never been in any organization before so thats gonna be the first exp. and im really like to work with people, you know debate and stuffs.

hmm ok now what about my love life story? haha no i haven't been in any relationship for about 1 year ? yep i guess. but, of course i have someone special that have a place so deep inside my heart(sounds classic ei? ) well, but he's not mine officially.. whatever doesn't really matter for me, no im not that honest yes it is matter a lil bit..

SCHOOLYMPIC II

2009-07-25T19:12:00.000-07:00

ACEEEEEEE x))))))))))))))

we got into FINAL!! and got the 2nd winner out of 14 participants !! im really proud that my heave got into this far..

amiiin allaah sembah amiin (lhoo malah nyanyi saman)

mr.nobody

2009-07-20T04:32:00.000-07:00

im still waiting and wondering why i could never ever get bored.

hm?

2009-07-19T18:01:00.000-07:00

can't wait until december, cause im going to Aussie for homestay as what im planning to.. but, everything depends on the situation. issues says that aussie has the biggest number of swine flu that of course scared me and my family hehe. actually, im not really obsessed with homestay stuffs i like backpacking better as in fact it can help you from lavish and way cheaper!

but unfortunately im not 17 yet so its kinda difficult to get parents permission and to get a visa( Aussie's visa is one of the hardest visa you could get beside USA).

when i get 17 i definitely be going to cubadak first at padang. its a small island in indonesia that has sold out and owned by an italian.

as you can guess im pretty obsessed with beaches. i like jetskiing, snorekling and diving a lot.

and im quite curious to try diving at ancol seaworld that i must try someday(uhm fyi, its for above 17 year old).

recently, i've been working on finding a scholarship in foreign country i could get with my diploma certificate that i'll get at 2011 after graduated from wallstreet. and im looking forward to go to perth for my university! wish me lucccccckkkkkkk!!!!! ;)

FOR SCHOOLYMPIC

2009-07-19T04:16:00.000-07:00

Saman is having terrible practice that we do everyday before the competition at SMAN8 schoolympic we've had hire new instructor called daddy haha no actually his real name is usman, he has unique personality and style (he always wears sunglasses even indoor) but, we feel really lucky that we have him! he help us a LOT! and always makes our moves better and does many correction. and for the first time 011 saman heave know how to dance accompanied by rampai(if im not mistaken) and it's CRIKEYYY! but unfortunately we're not gonna use that because pak uki gonna be one of the jury and he don't really like the new generation of saman kinda guy. so we'd better leave it for good.

i just recovered from thypus and gonna practice again starting from tomorrow i hope im not gonna relapse amiin so i can get to the top! well wish us luck guys!

START!

2009-07-13T05:06:00.000-07:00

hmm oiya gotta tell you guys that tomorrow TRACESIGHT ( traditional dance sixty eight ) is going to do our demo !! im gonna preform saman, balinese dance and betawi. JK i'll just do saman dance hehe its been a long time since i did saman again because i had IGCSE test for 1month and (yup there's still and) regular test for a week, i felt that school was torturing me! so stressful! but i've passed those exams with hmm 'okay' score. ok no more talking about shitty exams.

i've kept thinkin about this for awhile, "when?"

G'DAY G'DAAAY !!

2009-07-13T04:36:00.000-07:00

haloooo, i made my new blog AGAIN.

its kinda boring to use the old one because hmm dont know just wanna try new things up. you can tell that i get bored really fast

WAIT FOR MY STORIES ;)